Vacant eyes waiting to be filled
Empty thoughts crying out mute
Hurting indescribable soul
Lovelessness or not
Defiant or not
A heart want what it wants
Snatching it’s paws on what it clings to
But not begging for attention or care
Proudly arrogant and unapologetic
The rubbed spread out Kohl under the eye bag
Gazing out as the sun gave way to stars
Perplexed what is in store for it
The numbness of mind now taking over
Screams now dwindled under the music decibels
How unreasonable can it be to be want to loved the way you want once
Wondered the ruffled hair and dry lips
The smart part of the brain spoke again
“let’s not forget, no one cares more than they care for themselves,
Let’s not cry or mull, not expect nor demand,
If its love it will flourish, if it’s convinience it will choke
Take the pressure off, let the heart breathe
Love thyself, leave the others to work thru the crumb’s.”
Hmmmmm, sighed the mind, smirked , put the lights out
Hugged the pillow
Famished and thirsty
Talking to self, if this is what it wanted for itself?
If it is where it desires to be after all that it has been through
Hauntings from past and of future shaking the present as is
Is life to be a bore or a chore, is it a task or another job for promotion, where is the joy as it seeks and the contentment?
Or is it the breathing that sometimes hurt?
… and started another long walk in the head.